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I just want to cry. My anxiety is killing me.

Nice looking spinner. Seller is Atesson. My spinner did not come in a tin or fancy container, just an envelope and a zipper baggie. The brand name is not anywhere on the spinner itself. The center bearing is a 10-ball steel R188, decent enough. When spun, it continues for roughly 3:15, which is pretty good, to me. “Suffered major depression and anxiety when my father died when I was 18 years of age. I constantly considered killing my self. Antidepressants and therapy had little effect on my outlook on life. But then I was prescribed Xanax. I learned to calm down and to actually take a look at my life. Just don’t abuse the drug and it works wonders.” Of these has helped calm my anxiety. Ibe been feeling week and panicky for the past month. All my Drs keep shrugging it off but I finally found one who will listen. Waiting on my blood results. Hoping its h. Polyi or a vitamin deficiency. All of this has made living and enjoying life hard. I just want my old body and mind back. Anxiety can kiss ... It just feels so far being in AZ and the last minute flights are expensive although I’d be spending alot to move and cost of living would be higher. This decision has to be made soon as I already gave my 60 day notice and applied for a nice apt. My fear and indecision are killing me all while my dad is dying. I’m driving myself crazy with this. Then the second day, two people come. Then the third, three. And the fourth, four. Within a month, you’re serving dozens of people lemonade every day and the demand just keeps growing. But it gets better. Not only does the whole neighborhood want a taste of your sweet, citrus squeeze, but the price of lemons just seems to keep getting lower. But my anxiety doesn't. My anxiety doesn't get that you're busy. Anxiety doesn't get that you're sleeping. Anxiety doesn't get that maybe you just want some space. Anxiety doesn't get that I didn't do anything wrong, And that your feelings for me haven't changed. Anxiety is scared. Anxiety is panicking. Anxiety is popping one too many pills. It did wonders for me. I had severe anxiety and just couldn’t focus on anything. I started meditating for 10 – 15 minutes a day. I didn’t felt any effects for the first few weeks. But then, after a while, my anxiety started to subside. I wasn’t completely anxiety-free, but it just didn’t have so much control over me. I get these bad thoughts all the time. I hate hate hate having them. I think about hurting my baby when she acts up and I get mad so fast at things so small. I dont know how to control it. I just want to cry. I think about killing myself just to dave myself and other people from my thoughts. One of my Dr told me a few times that i was "just too young with too responsibilities and no support from family or friends" (i was 24 and single with 3 small children and a 3rd shift, 80hr a week factory job lol) i didnt want to accept that answer so he was going to send me to be checked for fibromyalgia but i ended up quiting and losing my ... I do not want to feel this way about a many I loved just 6 months ago. I spoke to him openly about it and am going to therapy. I want my marriage to work, but my anxiety is killing me and my worrying about how I can develop a crush for someone else when I knew I loved my husband…. I do not know what to do… I cry everyday.. Reply

2022.01.18 11:07 motheroflabs I just want to cry. My anxiety is killing me.

TW: mention of positive tests and possible MC
I found out I was pregnant at 4 weeks with a pregnancy test. At 4 weeks and 3 days I started spotting that progressed into moderate bleeding. Not enough to fill a pad but still.. bright red blood and some clots. I called my OB and they tested my HCG and progesterone levels this morning but I haven’t heard back yet. I took a pregnancy test yesterday and it was still VERY positive, with a very thick/dark positive line. I’m just at a loss. I’m 5 weeks today, so too early for an US. With no word on what’s going on. I want this baby so so badly. I just want to know that everything will be okay. My anxiety is killing me it’s all I can think about. I just need a little support.
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2022.01.18 11:07 HeStoleMyBalloons Father and son in Bangladesh

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2022.01.18 11:07 Snowflakeavocado Is Hamlet an incel?

Hamlet seems to blame Ophelia for his rubbish social skills, inability to get sex and general depression. Do you think he would be an incel these days?
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2022.01.18 11:07 Beyond_Ok Music to my Ears

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2022.01.18 11:07 GPT4 Black diamond

Does it make sense to use BD pieces on players that are not at 20/20 yet?
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2022.01.18 11:07 Nooobmaaaster69420 What’s the current attitude of the Filipino people towards China?

Some context: I’m from India and recently heard about the new trade deal between India and the Philippines regarding the Brahmos missiles(a wise purchase I might add!), with the explanation that the Philippines need it as a way to detecounter China. I was surprised at this because I initially read that Duterte was quite pro-China and that this might be the status-quo for the foreseeable future.
Could someone explain 1)How the anti-China sentiment began in the Philippines, 2)Is this sentiment shared by majority Filipinos, and 3)Is this a sentiment that might be shared by Filipinos looking forward?
Thanks in advance, and good bless! Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
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2022.01.18 11:07 -en- @Reuters: Tonga faces 'a whole new challenge' with the cleanup following the aftermath of a volcanic eruption and subsequent tsunami https://t.co/LjsV9JaMXC https://t.co/HtXZQyL4Dw

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2022.01.18 11:07 Charbel6554 Microsoft to acquire Activision Blizzard to bring the joy and community of gaming to everyone, across every device - What does this mean for GameStop?

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2022.01.18 11:07 GhostofKeeny The CDC says vaccines "prevent diseases" on its general vaccine page. The COVID vaxx doesn't prevent disease, so does that means it's not a vaccine but is actually an mRNA therapeutic that reduces death risk by 85% and isn't even as effective as having sufficient zinc levels?

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2022.01.18 11:07 Biggs1974 2022 Raiders Draft Prospect: OT Nicholas Petit-Frere

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2022.01.18 11:07 Yakel1 Scandalous revelation from the Financial Times that employees of British Gas had their pensions invested in the Israeli spy company NSO (famous for journalist hacking Pegasus spyware). No other British paper has covered it.

British Gas pension cash used to buy Israeli spyware group NSO
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2022.01.18 11:07 daredevilfella can i convert x265 to x264 without any change to audio quality?

Hi guys. I have an x265 video and want to play it on tv (which only supports x264) but with any converter i check and bitrate of audio will change during conversion.
Would you please tell me a command line for ffmpeg? dont know much about it but i think it is capable of doing every change!
Thanks in advance
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2022.01.18 11:07 -en- @Reuters: Goldman Sachs profit misses estimates on weak equity trading https://t.co/bRSFcjNSaH https://t.co/2RhRSGr2R3

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2022.01.18 11:07 Virasman Spy cards are disgustingly OP

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2022.01.18 11:07 GroundbreakingLynx14 Charlotte's Web Gummies Launching at GNC Locations Across 24 States

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2022.01.18 11:07 ReviewEquivalent1266 Where Are the FBI and the Los Angeles U.S. Attorney on Union Pacific Train Robberies?

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2022.01.18 11:07 Karmasane If you could choose how you die, how would it be and why?

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2022.01.18 11:07 AutoNewspaperAdmin [Local] - Two dead, five injured in fire at senior apartment complex in Kenosha | Chicago Sun-Times

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2022.01.18 11:07 hassantaleb4 Anos: Do you really think killing me would be enough to make me die?

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2022.01.18 11:07 Majuno Looking for Foundation Invite!

Looking for Foundation Invite! Hi there! I’m artist and designer. And I Just got scammed mail with invite! (reported here immediately) It was disgusting and such disappointing ((( Feel really upset. Just people who trying to get invite as me can understand how it feels. I hope for getting help here and promise to support another artists/creators after getting in to FND
You can check up my art here https://www.instagram.com/majuno_art/
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2022.01.18 11:07 AutoNewspaperAdmin [Entertainment] - A Red Orchid’s absurdly wonderful ‘Moors’ is ruthlessly profound, peculiarly funny | Chicago Sun-Times

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2022.01.18 11:07 chicken1of1 Chronicles was on fire.

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2022.01.18 11:07 DemiFiendRSA Daniel Radcliffe to Play “Weird Al” Yankovic in Biopic

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2022.01.18 11:07 KeithCGlynn Tribal Chief discussing recent merch sales with Daniel Bryan

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2022.01.18 11:07 methadone007 Cloning group?

Does anyone know if there is a Missouri clone group started? I wish we had the ability to buy clones. I would quarantine the clones and treat them with Neem oil or lost coast therapy so I wouldn’t have issues with bugs. I am sick of popping beans and getting different phenotypes and runts. Going to start cloning but would love the ability to get different strains. Cloning is where the money is at.
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